My Evil Wish

I had a teacher in my B.Ed course. Her name is Mrs. Neeti Dutta. I hate her and I know that she hates me too and she never misses an opportunity to let me know that. I am not a person who has a lot of role models but she is a role model of mine for she has taught me what kind of a teacher I should never become. She is the most depressing, hypocritical, immoral, wicked, artificial and hopeless person I have ever seen in my life. I have never hated any of my teachers as such but in her case I beg to differ. She doesn’t know what she wants but she bites everyone. Unfortunately, I could never express my hatred towards her because she had the authority of lots of my internal marks that can really affect my results and our examination system is not good enough to not let the biasness of teachers affect the marks.

My exams are over and my results will be out by August. Then I’ll have to go to each teacher of my department for getting the clearance papers signed. That will probably be the last day that I’ll have to see her but I won’t be able to avoid being in direct 1-1 contact with her. And that day the constraint of internal marks will no longer be there as the result would have already been out.

But I can’t collide with somebody just like that. I wont be able to say anything if she acts sweetly with me that day. I pray to God that she has words with me that day. Then I won’t spare her. I’ll actually let out all the frustration I have had because of her in the past 1-year.

This has been my wish since so many months and this possibility has been a very major driving force for me to get up every morning for college.

I wish this actually happens. I deserve this.